You are poison. 

You gave me hope and when when I actually believed in you, you crush me like a frail piece of Lays Chips,

You made me believe that someone like you would actually give me a chance.

You fucking asshole.

Actually... I am the asshole, I should have seen this coming. I'm the idiot who was easily fooled.

If you want to be strangers. We shall be strangers then

Graduating

Well what do you know, I passed my final exams. I guess I will be graduating again eh.

Masters of Logistics sounds nice. Wonder if should take my PHD next. We will see...

Now its time to look for a job again. But before that, I'm going for a vacation trips with some of the mates this August. Looking forward to it. Time to Party!!

Will update you guys on that trip once August finally comes.

I had a dream the other day. I can't say if it was bad or good. 

At least it was nice to see her face. Wherever you are, I hope you are doing fine.

Video Games are my best friends currently as I don't really have any other activities to attend to.

Apart from the sparse workout regime I've unsuccessfully attempted.

Need to lose weight before Bali. How else am I gonna score some random Japanese chick there? lol

Another news that could be good or bad is that the ex-blocked me from her Blog. 

Don't ask me why I was there in the first place. 

Google chrome decided to be a douche bag and made me think of her.  

Well at least I wont go down memory lane there. So that's a good thing right?

Exam is for the weak!

My Exam is in 5 hours and I am blogging now.

grrr


Okay. So I cant read your blog ever again. Maybe that's a good thing. Thank you

All these little things

Hello again,

Time to update this blog since it is actually one of my new year's resolution to do so.

I've been busy with my music lately. I might have scored two gigs in the near future. We will see. I might even go to Vietnam if I'm lucky. I need to write new songs or at least finish the last song that I started. Just that I think most of my songs have the same lyrics. Maybe the feelings I get when I write them are still the same. I think that is actually the only reason. 

I've been covering pop songs lately. It's not really getting too much attention. Maybe I should go back to those rock bands. 

Been working out lately too. I think I lost a couple of Kilos, I haven't weighed myself in a while. At least now I can do a couple of pull-ups without assistance. I also found out you don't need a gym to work out. 

I need to graduate fast. I need money. I need a new car. I need new challenges. I need new motivations. At the start of the year I challenged myself to do basically two things (apart from updating my blog frequently). They are to stop smoking and to become a better Muslim. At first I succeeded in doing both, but recently I have been slacking in the praying department. Need to stop slacking. 

Lastly, Ahhh I know all of you readers have been waiting for. My Love Life. 

Still nothing. Still waiting for that girl to realize how I'm trying my best to suppress my feelings for her. Still acting. Still waiting for that window. Should I move on or wait?

Home Alone on Valentine's Day

Hi Blog. It has been ages. I know. Sorry. So today is the 14th of February 2013. That one day people celebrate love with their insignificant other. I'm not going to start on complaining of why I don't have someone with me right now to celebrate the it today. I'm just reminding my future self about what has happened these past few days. You remember that girl you had a thing for? The one you said she was the girl of your dream? well... she is on a date. With who? I don't know. The point is that guy is not you. Could it have been you? No one knows, because you didn't bloody asked her. You wanted to ask her, but you were so brilliant that you asked her at 6pm on valentines day where she would say sorry "I'm getting ready for my date." So guess who's heart is feeling like it has an oven heater inside it. You. I always say to myself that I should always take a risk, because you will regret it more if you never try it than failing at it. But at the end of the day you find yourself being too much of an egoistic person and saying to yourself "she had her chances. she didn't take it." But deep down inside all you want is that one chance to prove her wrong and make her choose you. And after everything is done you go back to this spot again where you say. "It's fine. As long as she is happy". Well you know what. Fuck you. You aren't happy. Next time grow a pair of balls and stop being a pussy when you're around her. If there is a next time. If you always think of other people before you think about yourself. You are going to be the Loser in everything you do. There is a saying that "In order to succeed, one must not try and make everyone happy" (or something around that line) Think about it. Next time you read this post. Don't think about it. Just do it.

random thoughts on womenrandom thoughts on women

I don’t understand why women keep complaining about how an asshole their boyfriend is when they break up, especially when everyone has told her that fact in the first place, ages ago.

It’s like, you see a couple. A decent girl with a jerk off looking of a boyfriend and you wonder why and how they ended up together. Sometimes it is even worst when you know for a fact that the boyfriend is an asshole who sleeps around. You try to warn the chick and try not to be a busy body at the same time because let’s be honest, No one likes a nosy guy. And of course she won’t believe you. Random guy versus boyfriend, who do you think she would choose?

It pisses you off even more when you go out with a girl who broke up months ago with an asshole of a guy. She tells you quite often of how an asshole he was to her just to end up going back with that boyfriend after wasting months of your life going out with her. “He cheated on me”, “He lied to me”, “He was never nice to me”, “He was not understanding” and so on and so forth are just some of the examples of how she would complain to you. You say to yourself, “hey I’m nothing like that guy, I appreciate her more than he could ever do” You think you might actually have a chance of a happy ever after story. You treat her real nice and respect her. You have fun. You spend time with her just to see at the end of the day, she would say “Don’t put me on a pedestal”. Yeap, it’s a f#cked up world. You can never understand women. After all that effort you put just to take care of a person you really care about, she ends up back with the asshole of a boyfriend (Not all the time, but most of the time).

I don’t understand why women would like to hurt themselves again and again. Dating assholes as hobbies and then sulk afterwards and finds a rebound, wastes an innocent guy’s time just to get themselves hurt again at the end.

Just give a guy a break. We see your facebook status’s “No body loves me” “I’m never too good enough am I?” “Lonely as hell. Misses him”. Well you are in luck. Here is something that you women should know and will solve all of your problem for the rest of your lives. I’ll put them in big block letters so its easier for you to read it.

YOU PICKED THE WRONG GUY!

This might come of a shock to you. Yes. You see when a guy is confident enough to come up to you and hit on you and you say. Wow, he is really confident and cool and what not. Chances are, you aren’t the first girl he’s ever done that too and possibly not the last girl he is ever gona do that too.

But you say, “but the other guys won’t even come up to us and strike up a good conversation”. Well for one thing, guys like that are scared shitless when it comes to talking to an attractive woman, or at least the ones that he is attracted to. Give that guy a break. Give him a shot. Chances are, he is a nice guy and hates hitting on girls because he is scared of what girls might think of his first impression. The thought of going up to a woman and actually spewing out a good set of sentence from his mouth might be nerve wrecking. He needs a pack at the back and say “you did good”. Give the dude a chance. If things doesn’t work out, at least you tried. But chances are, he would be the perfect guy for you.

Tips from Tib.

It's hard to plan out things when you are dealing things with people who are undecisive and not serious in committing on things which are quite important.

I've recently moved to KB because i got a job here. Naturally I would need to find a place to stay (rent). So i asked around if there were any people who needed to find a place to rent as well so we could share the cost.

So i found this group of guys. They said that they wanted to find a place too. So i joined with then. Found a nice place and rented it. But after some time i realized that they looked like they didnt want to commit. I cant explain why or how but it just didnt look like they were gona stay long at the place. Lucky i found another friend who was looking for a place. so i moved out. moved in to the other place and everything has been fine since.

fast forward to 2 months later. the group of guys who i lived with earlier are moving out... so ive heard. lucky i moved out early. otherwise itll be another pain in the ass which i need to handle.


Tib